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I write small, cursive –
the letters of a journalist
who was maybe five years ago abused.
She got out. It’s fine now.
And maybe she lived in New York City. Maybe every morning
as she buttoned her bruises up,
she admired the excellent dirty streets.
It was with a fragile sort of hope.
She wished on drainpipes, discarded cigarettes.
Crying babies.
Maybe
if fate diagnosed her terminally lucky
at the exact moment a taxi heaved itself forward
into the path of her erected thumb, it would just keep going –
the brakes would just
fail.
Indubitably.
“There was nothing
we could have done,”
the doctors would coo.
And paramedics,
in all their arctic stethoscopian fame would peel her dead,
relieved body
from the cab’s windshield.
Only the medical examiner
would know the precision of the accident.
He’d sweep his elegant scalpel across her, right down
the middle
and from her ribs would pop
every red apartment secret
no one ever gossiped about
because she did not live
to tell.
Unlaundered bras, mostly.
Heaps of them.
They couldn’t protect her
from those hot hands, those hipbones
puncturing her own, the very muscles stuffed
to the brim
with iniquity, with such absolute selfish fury –
those probing
teeth,
those: “You will hush. You will not make a sound”
words
spewing
out of them.
The washer
rusts. And will go on rusting with new force.
The aunts weep
loudest; especially Hattie. She knew.
She knew,
and she never said
anything at all. Never asked. Just suspected,
and kept buying groceries,
scrubbing the tub,
clipping her own toenails
in her own house.
He doesn’t come to her funeral.
And
seventy years later,
the girl’s headstone
sweats
un
forgiveness.
the letters of a journalist
who was maybe five years ago abused.
She got out. It’s fine now.
And maybe she lived in New York City. Maybe every morning
as she buttoned her bruises up,
she admired the excellent dirty streets.
It was with a fragile sort of hope.
She wished on drainpipes, discarded cigarettes.
Crying babies.
Maybe
if fate diagnosed her terminally lucky
at the exact moment a taxi heaved itself forward
into the path of her erected thumb, it would just keep going –
the brakes would just
fail.
Indubitably.
“There was nothing
we could have done,”
the doctors would coo.
And paramedics,
in all their arctic stethoscopian fame would peel her dead,
relieved body
from the cab’s windshield.
Only the medical examiner
would know the precision of the accident.
He’d sweep his elegant scalpel across her, right down
the middle
and from her ribs would pop
every red apartment secret
no one ever gossiped about
because she did not live
to tell.
Unlaundered bras, mostly.
Heaps of them.
They couldn’t protect her
from those hot hands, those hipbones
puncturing her own, the very muscles stuffed
to the brim
with iniquity, with such absolute selfish fury –
those probing
teeth,
those: “You will hush. You will not make a sound”
words
spewing
out of them.
The washer
rusts. And will go on rusting with new force.
The aunts weep
loudest; especially Hattie. She knew.
She knew,
and she never said
anything at all. Never asked. Just suspected,
and kept buying groceries,
scrubbing the tub,
clipping her own toenails
in her own house.
He doesn’t come to her funeral.
And
seventy years later,
the girl’s headstone
sweats
un
forgiveness.
Literature
We Watched Ourselves Dissipate
we caught our breath with butterfly nets
and exhaled
the pieces of each other's wings
that stuck in our lungs.
the sky gave a shiver and the stars
unsealed, their firefly cores shimmering
and fluttering
toward us.
plucking them from the air, they slip
between our fingertips
and fall like butterfly wings
to the ground.
we conduct the celestial engagement with
our metallic hearts
that control this unsteady rhythm of
love crescendos
and staccato love-making.
like conductors in an orchestra.
our lives write the love songs.
Literature
Catapedamania
i know they dont want me to jump
I have forever harbored inside me a fascination with edges.
My first memories are of standing on a cliff, wanting oh so badly for it to crumble under my feet. I saw a line separating earth and sky, and an urge rose in my chest to blur it.
This feeling of always being on the very tip of reality, wishing I could lose my balance and plummet, only intensified as I grew older. I found such sweetness in thoughts of stepping over sidewalk cracks to plunge into a world with nowhere left to stand on.
At the same time I was afraid normal boys didnt think of falling as I did, didnt wan
Literature
picking flowers
drunk on dandelion milk:
this dragon-fly, cotton-cloud haze
dulls my ears to each petal's cry
as I seek a flower's counsel in love.
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for every girl who has ever wanted to die
because of what he did
does
or might do
.
hang on to your own life.
get out of his--
and know that you have so. much. worth...
because of what he did
does
or might do
.
hang on to your own life.
get out of his--
and know that you have so. much. worth...
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this is incredible. sometimes out is out, no matter what. and sometimes when your world looks like that, it's hard to remember another world that doesn't. or people that tell you, well, love hurts, well, no one's happy. the structure is incredible... and all of it. the simple details, the slightly warped reality, well. just dive into a body and fill it up.